Dec 22, 2009 Posted by admin

One Crazy Ride

My journey is now 8 weeks old. It has been that long since my wife asked for a separation, I lost my business and I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. This has been one crazy roller coaster ride … let me get everyone up to speed. About 2 weeks ago I really had a breakthrough. I decided to have fun with this! This was my chance to rediscover who I am, what I want out of life, and... read more

Dec 15, 2009 Posted by admin

Beautiful Moment

I stopped for a long moment today Staring at a picture of you You in your wedding dress Remembering the feeling of that day You were taken from my dreams My dream girl in the flesh What a beautiful bride My mind continues to wander The day you had our first child Exhausting night into the next day The look on your face as you heard, “its a boy!” A fleeting second of shock Wiped away with... read more

Dec 11, 2009 Posted by admin

A Few Haiku/Senryu Poems

Smiles come from the heart Happiness is from within Show yourself to me Loneliness hovers Overhead looming darkness Until you walk in Why do I take a breath When you are the air I breathe And you are not here I was in the dark Searching for my happiness Joy is in the... read more

Dec 9, 2009 Posted by admin

Enough is Enough

Today it happened. It came to me from out of nowhere and smacked me right upside the head. I have a new understanding, a renewed sense of purpose that I pray and hope will last. Finally … I have had enough. I started the day like any other, feeling down about the separation from my wife, wondering how I could possibly face the day, cried for a bit, and then lumbered into the shower. Great …... read more

Dec 6, 2009 Posted by admin

I’m In A Pickle

If you’ve been reading this story then you know the basics. If not, let me get you up to speed. I’ve been running my own business for 3 and a half years. Before that, I moved to Florida with the promise of a prosperous career with a new company. In a little less than 6 months I found out the company was in trouble. The company then sold out and I was able to retain the new owners as a client... read more